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Monday, August 25, 2008
another day..
Yesterday de yesterday.. I went to A & E at sgh as i had a very heart pain and when i reached there , they checked my temperature i was having fever. They made me rest at a bed and check my body. I hate the experience there as they poked the needle thingy at my arm there which made me so uncomfortable and i cant bend my hand. Later on when they realised they forgot to withdraw MORE blood. The doctor POKE into my arteries to withdraw the blood, the quiet and always bearing pain girl me jumped up and screech when he poked in.
Oh my lord, even NUH that nurse can do a even better job than the 2 needles he poke and they insist that its because of my fear made the pain worst. Gawd.. now i totally dont dare to give my gynae the 5 test of injections to check for my baby. I need some time to stable down before i`ll agree for anymore injections thanks to the traumatised experience..
I almost went crazy when i was in the hospital. Its like a torture as i vomited what i eat and im unable to lie down properly and be subjected to the long waiting of almost a whole day and needles poking me. Im so traumatised by what i gone through and regretted going there. Now, i would rather die at home then go back there.
 with hubby today and i`ll never forget what a idiot my hubby is. He is me half way then he say in chinese, zao le, hen xiang wan guo tou le (oh dear, i think we overdone it) .. and he pump even faster and shoot. Im like rolling my eyes wth.. Should be overdone it then faster withdraw out and he pump even more to shoot. I almost fainted.. =_=
Anyway regarding the lil baby.. He agreed to sompa after much persuations from my mum so that i can put him name inside and after the birth we rom, i can get the baby bonus which will be very useful to me. Even my mum say that hes damn traditional and even more traditional than my grand ma (imagine that)..
her sweet memory was written @ 11:10 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
sick
Got hit by sore throat yesterday and today.. Today keep on feeling hot and cold at the same time and i offically have headache =_=.. Feeling so darn sick today..
Got medicine this afternoon and ate it.. now feeling better except feeling a bit giddy and very nua.. hai.. Today puke at bed and while from bed come up, i puke over the floor and over myself too.. sob.. hate being sick..
My mum was being sweet today and cleared my room for me, my vomit etc.. and i had cravings for claypot rice. look at the time now! She is still preparing for me at 11.29 PM..
But my dogs messed up my room, kiki pee -ed on the floor, boy poo, prince poo, sporty poo and mis target and pee-ed on the floor. Feel like a super woman doing all these by myself when im approaching 3 mths pregnant.. think when im 9 mths still have to be a super woman to juggle it.. hai
her sweet memory was written @ 8:15 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Quarrel again..
Little did i expect the day after he quarrelled with me regarding the baby surname. He hurt my heart by telling me that his bro compare me being so fat with his wife who has given birth two times is skinnier than me. Which is OK.. and i just to relieve myself of not so hurt.. i told him say A cup squeeze wad meat compare to me C cup and laugh it off.
Then he hurt me again by telling me that his brother wife is so much better than me because shes not naggy. I mean, if i nag hai bu shi ying wei ni. Else what for i nag? Its like wasting my time. And i didnt want to nag, but just finding myself to say him for him to improve.
I was so angry that i asked him to move out and tell my mum to throw him out as i need to rush for tutition. Unable to deal with the angryness, i sit taxi back from tiong bahru just to chase him out.
When i reached home he wanted to deal the matter with my mum and me, wanted to convince her to convince me to put the child name under his surname. But being the stubborn me i refuse and which made me feel that he only wants the child.. not me that he is caring. But in the end my mum gave up on me and they compromise on the child with my surname..
I feel so unloved and feel that what he wants is the child is the surname. Hais.
her sweet memory was written @ 10:02 AM
Friday, August 8, 2008
Rainbows after stormy nights
Quarrelled with hubby yesterday regarding the child`s surname and not able for child to see his grand parents.  Being pregnant is so hard, i gotta deal with puking every now and then, the very emotional mood swings..
Today after quarrelling, hubby LL let first kid follow my surname. In return i will let bb see his parents till bb can speak its own name will stop. After quarrelling, I wanted to french hubby and he just pushed me away saying hes not in the mood. And i cry after that saying its so difficult to kiss me meh.
While im changing a shorts from long pants for hubby he said he feels hard and wanna use, so he actually me..After that he brought me to eat a delicious meal of Pizza Hut.
Glad that its all over and i dont need to lose him..
her sweet memory was written @ 5:32 AM
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