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Saturday, October 4, 2008
Exhausted
-1 to DH today as he went to work at 6+ and didnt help in the feeding of dogs and bathing of them when his work is 10pm. I suspect that its a excuse that he gave to get away of his mac there not enough riders.
-1 to DH again because yesterday while i`m crying he didnt even care and continue with the game playing of his giving the excuse that because of my mood swing if he console me he will get scolded.. wtf rite? its like im happily crying and hes happily there playing game and his excuse is that he on 4x experience and keep grumbling that he wasted one ticket of 4x experience.
-1 to Dh, we quarrel about that crying thing and he dont even really care and can shout back at me saying what i insensitive to his working and got angry when he wanted to extend from 4am to 8am. At that point where im angry, 1) I have been hungry for at least 2 hours waiting for him 2)I am very tired but i keep holding on cause he is gonna come back soon with my food..
With that reason.. who the hell wont be angry?Somemore its VERY INSENSITIVE not to console YOUR crying, wife or rather EVEN GF.. to leave her to cry till she is satisified.. frankly at that point of time, from sad i went to angry and feel like i want to take a knife and stab him horribly..
-1 to DH.. He said he wanna go and study after in mac till next year, i was horrified and ask him financial how? Its not even enough why he want to go waste the money. He told me that he dont want the kid to sorta burden him from getting what he want... And it also means he sleep 2-3hrs at home and hes off.
I`m like, eh liddat how you concentrate on studying? he say take a gamble lorh. I say you mite as well give me the money to go shopping.. because hes not the study type. Then he pin point back to me getting my dip. The reason which i didnt continue cause it was too far and too tiring for me to travel..
I`m so sick of handling him and the so many things of the dogs which he didnt really help much at all.. I`m really so sick of handling him the insensitive idiot. I shall talk to him tonight or tomorrow to make him sompa to treat me better or out the house he goes
her sweet memory was written @ 6:50 AM
