hi all.. im sorry for mia-ing so long. I have so much to say so much pics so much video, but i`ll try not to make the post so long. Its been a diffcult time during this little time of 1week+ of me dealing with my emotions.. So many things have happen.. with in laws, well they level-ed up.. and with my own parents.. just to say that just a wish of having a normal loving family can be so diffcult to fulfill..
Ok to start my story..I brought Rislin and went out with lynette again to vivo and while waiting for lynnette to arrive. My baby needs to drink her milk thus i went to the nursing room near the toys r us and waited a good 20mins. But the person is still inside thus i knock the door, nobody answer when i tried to force open since i thought door stuck, a stupid man yell at me from inside.
So i waited and waited again but to no signs of them coming out soon so i ask them how long you gonna take.. I need to nurse my baby, but no answers. Then the cleaner aunty was talking to me so i was telling the cleaner aunty that other baby need to eat then my baby dun need to eat and she keep crying once i stop rocking her.
To my suprise the guy inside yell that cant i go to other nursing room.. Another nursing room according to the aunty is at level 1. So i asked the guy, are you nursing? If not can you dont be so irresponsible. Your baby hungry my baby is also hungry, why cant we nurse together? And of course to be expected, he didnt answer again..
But as im wearing a normal shirt thus i just pull my strip down and nurse her in full view of the public.. bo bian ma.. then the cleaner auntie was so nice to let me use the janitor room to nurse my girl and she tell me their baby is bigger than mine. When i have finished, its like they havent even finish can.. who knows what monkey business they doing inside and my girl is considered as slow drinker leh.. Yet she can finish faster than a older kid who is suppose to be drinking faster..
So... nvm.. Me and lynette went walking around and see alot of nice and interesting things. And we went mac to eat cause she wants the glass cup.. (hubby been bringing home alot and i wish i can throw!-rolls eyes-) Before heading home, we went to the nursing room and feed rislin, so shun bian camwhore for a bit..(although its contradicting but i swear outside no people waiting) haha!but lynnette siao one can.. while i breastfeeding shes like camwhoring with the wall display cause its very cute and keep jumping up to snap the photo..
Then she said later she will show her friends her pic at nursing room. Then her friend will ask her you anyhow go in when ppl bf ar? She will then reply, ya la, go in snap snap nia..haha, crazy girl.. if shes gonna do that i forsee alot of ppl will take soiled nappies to throw at her lol
Anyway my loot from gap is here and it seems my black babydoll top is too loose.. should have bought XS..
Next! I went with my mum to orchard to see the pricing for hubby suit and its so bloody expensive.. Why is suit so expensive.. i dont understand can! So in the end didnt buy anything and im so suprised with myself..
Placed Rislin at this cute kiddy swing and she LOVES it.. Once i took her out, she cries.. This is on my next to buy list.. Bumbo seat will be replaced, muhahahha
In the Nursing room
And baby keep crying today, thankgod i had a highchair cum rocker from a friend and managed to get her settled to sleep.. this will be all for now, and not to forget a old video i uploaded at youtube.. enjoy!
her sweet memory was written @10:56 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Im feeling so tired and exhausted recently because of baby`s Colic and my Feng Mock. Had to take med that will make me super drowsy and i cant wake up for baby`s 1 feed which hubby had to feed fm for that one feed make me feel so guilty..
And i dont know why the hell it keep returning.. Went to hdb TPY hub again last few days ago and baby is wearing aunty Fion give de hello kitty socks with a obiang dress cause of the dress she initially was wearing kanna her VUUARRR (ou ni) as in vomit milk? And cant find others that can match that socks.. so in the end, end up with this..
I also had my classic manicure and pedicure today after waiting for 1yr+? And remember last time the trend was medicure and pedicure? I used to do it weekly for 1yr+ and fortnightly after that.. After i was pregnant, i stopped to save $ and scare the smell might not be very good for my foetus.
But while going to granny house today, my mum went up to granny house first as i was thinking of only doing classic pedi and baby was asleep.. As i spotted this new shop. So i went in to do the package of $35 which they keep claiming its cheap as its promotion, and other places is at least $40 and above..
But i kept quiet because i go to other places do only $30 for top to toe and not at promotion..And their nail art is blardy expensive and is by colour with the one colour at only $2 and up. Wow.. So i did the cheapest nail art (too ex) telling her to draw the star because thats the only thing i can think of and naturally, she did a horrible job and the nail polish stains are still on my fingers..
But thankfully when shes finishing my mum had to rush off and handed baby to me and thankfully im the only customer and their shop dont have those kinda strong nail lanquer smell.. In fact no smell at all.. think cause they just open no biz.. haha me so bad..
So im feeling so SHIOK now that i did my classic pedicure with them massaging my leg and scrubbing away the dead skin..
Dont ask me why i had such a horrible red and purple.. I swear it looks way nicer at the palette they showed me. And i thought red would be sexy but i expected maroon anyway i dont like red
And their nail art is totally NOT WORTH IT.. With this kinda design $1 is the most at other shops that i patronise. I didnt bother to do more and on my hand as i still need to do house work, baby etc.. Its just a waste of $, if it isnt that with mani more $5, i wouldn`t have done mani too..
her sweet memory was written @10:14 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Baby Rislin is getter naughtier and naughtier by day.. Today we received another gift.. from who? Aunty Jiejie Xian Ling.. Baby Rislin would like to thank Xian Ling Aunty JieJie for buying her the gift although mummy and jiejie didnt contact for about half a year? And she bought the gift for baby Rislin last year when she was on travel..
I dressed Baby Rislin like this today.. I still dont know how to match the head band with a dress -faint-
Her showing me the Evil Eye
Trying to make her act cute, in the end she want to eat her hand.. -_-
Now i really know who is my true friend who will never forget me even if we didnt keep in contact for so long and who is really a XYZ type of friend...
I also bought these rompers 3 for $10 for her.. kinda cheap hor? (Ignore her foot haha)
her sweet memory was written @10:38 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
Oops i just realised that rislin`s introduction to piano embedded video does not work and have since replaced it. You can view it now..
I feel so random now.. And thankfully my lips is no longer donald duck...
A inspiration to a blog post, i shall post the un-glam picture of Rislin crying, haha so cute i tell you.. sometimes i laugh when she cry.. This mummy so bad right.. Here you go..
And i placed Rislin on her daddy`s hand while hes sleeping and the both of them sleeping so peaceful together :)
As well as a video of me asking Rislin if shes happy, look at the way she smiles, totally a heart breaker.. awww..
p.s. i think my doggies are few of those lucky ones, they get expressed breast milk everyday!Muhahaha... so healthy
her sweet memory was written @1:19 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Although i have wished happy mother`s day before i would like to wish all Happy Mothers Day again, give yourself a pat on the back as taking care of a baby full time is not that easy nor it is that hard. And i would like to thank hubby for taking care of baby today in the morning when her colic starts as i have eaten my med and was filling full blast of the drowsiness.
Even bathing of Rislin as i was too "nua" and feeling very drowsy thus was done by him. Heh, full marks for him today!Because i was nagging telling him that he better should get something for me to appreciate me for pooting a beautiful baby girl out for him. So he goes like har nar har nar few days ago and i expect to be empty handed AGAIN. Since hes so wooden.
But to my suprise he bought me a yan wo and bao bei. Maybe cause i keep nagging saying that my mum keep eating my yan wo that mummy lydia bought for me after i delivered. And he say he will buy for me once he get his pay but he havent get. So im suprised that i`ll be receiving yan wo.
And im so fed up that my mum today grabbed rislin into her room played with baby then hand to me when she is frustrated and fussy and baby keep crying while im so drowsy and with her crying i cant sleep at all! and to top it off.. when i screamed at her tat im feelin drowy n she made baby fussy n frustrated, she told me that how do i become her mum if i cant handle this.And if im not as least passable for being a good mum i dont know who is. I take full responsibility of my own baby and you only grab her to play. When it comes to feeding her, changing diapers, coaxing her to sleep etc you run away.
like wow when baby is with me.. we are preparing to sleep as im so drowsy and you grabbed her go and only return when she cry.how does that got to do with im a good mum or not.And so drowsy barely able to keep conscious and feel so weak you do all the shits and you made me clean up and then criticize me. How good are you then.
So i sat at bed upright carrying her upright patting her with her crying and stop crying and stop, refusing milk or comfort sucking, she then finally fell asleep in my arms and i ko-ed with her in lala land.
But its not really happy mothers day to me as i kanna FENG MOCK! Keep breaking out in itchy scratches and swollen parts like mosquito bite but in bigger patches. And of all places to kanna, again i kanna my lips.. Swollen like Donald Duck..
Dont believe ar? This is the picture taken yesterday when it swollen.. I wonder isit the prawns i ate.. But anyway i will distance myself from sea food first.. Dont know if i can eat my bao bei anot..
Anyway dont laugh at me, you`ll kanna at least once in your lifetime when i googled more info about it.
Anyway Rislin N me would like to wish all mothers happy mothers day again.. And yes my lips is still swollen.. Sad..
her sweet memory was written @10:33 AM
Saturday, May 9, 2009
First of all.. wishing all mums
Happy Mother`s Day
ok, now my updates..haha
Went to granny house for Mother`s Day celebration. Ate with Granny,My mum and my Aunt.Had delicious Cereal Prawns, Oyster Omelet, Steamed fish and Kang Kong.. Wow so long since i had these kinda "delicacies" as hubby dont eat all these except Omelet and Kang Kong but 2 person eat so much, super bo hua lorh..
I also made a dress for Rislin yesterday but failed terribly because my mind is not working.. I forgot shes my HUGE girl now not that teeny winnie little thing .. 100% handsewed ok!
The Failed attempt
Me arriving at Granny house from the breastfeeding gathering exhausted and hot.. yes my baby is feeding on me.. See i so power, bf also can camwhore! lol
Ok and this is the cute pic of her at my granny house, the 2nd pic is taken at home. but she look so cute like this! lol
heres a few videos to update..
Rislin "talking" with my granny today
Rislin First intro to the Piano
Rislin playing with Granny last week
her sweet memory was written @10:45 AM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
We received a mail to us at our letter box today.. =D
Who is it from...? Ooo.. Its Esther mummy!
What does it contain inside? A cute little piano for Rislin!!
Baby Rislin thanks Mummy Esther Auntie for her gift..
P.s. Esther mummy, how you know i was looking for a piano? But hor, this piano for older kids leh.. lol..
her sweet memory was written @9:36 AM
I brought my girl to HDB hub at tpy 2 days ago and wore the newly bought tights on her and i loved it! Now i offically have a fetish for tights on Rislin. Shall buy more for her once she reach about 5mths.. As buying 0-6mths tights for her now kinda Bo Hua.. cause just a few more months cant wear haha..
This is her last sunday.. Brought her to granny house wearing like a clown..Suppose to be dolling her up nicely but i dont know why she looks like this in the end.. Poor rislin.. lol.
Baby rislin wrestles with Daddy and KO-ed Daddy.. She wins!
Feeding her before heading to Granny`s House
I also went to Studio Loft Yesterday for their Mother`s Day package and i loved the photos! Im so excited to be having my first mother`s day with my baby Rislin. Though hubby working and im not celebrating with myself with a miserable cupcake with candles.. But still, im excited and anxious awaiting for that day..
p.s. A word of advise, if you go to studio loft, if possible, do your own makeup.. Im only a young lady and she gave me RED lipstick like those aunties in their 40s using and used the blusher on my face like monkey backside.. If i didnt tell her to wipe away.. i would look like im out on the 7th month! lol
I feel so so blessed with my little girl :)
Our first Family Photo at Studio :)
Me and Rislin exhausted in the cab on the way back home
her sweet memory was written @8:42 AM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Anyway.. Today went to Tiong initially to attack my seafood noodles at Ajisen and my California maki.. But sadly hubby felt like eating BK and we ate BK instead.. Sad.. Still crave for my Ajisen now.. But im staying at home till Tuesday then go makan Ajisen as i still need to process documents in buying a flat..
So tired now, as i went to gram house and im gonna upload rislin`s swimming pics when i went out with lynette at that time, and gram playing with Rislin tml.. And i bought Rislin a baby tight in cute pattern finally.. gonna wear for her when i bring her out on tues though its gonna be a short trip as im too kiasi to risk my girl with the swine flu virus out there.
Gonna come home immediately after that.. As i type i see my girl drinking n her in my arms. I feel that i have the most wonderful gift from heaven. And to me i never thought n imagine that i can get her after years of TTC.. And to be able to breastfeed her is just a bonus, most importantly is the responsibility in taking care of her.
Anyway finally gonna get a place of our own.. my precious prince,boy,kiki is gonna sleep with us at the bed again..
Oh ya was seeing fp today and i was surprised at so many people nt wanting to order mac when its raining cause they dont want the riders to risk their life. But sadly to say. The manager will want them to go out no matter how big rain.. I was surprised and touch by their words but guess im one of the heartless ones cause once i hungry and when its middle in the night, i`ll be dialing mac.. haha..
Btw, amulet mummy just updated her blog, go see.. her girl very cute lo Click here to see
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Esther mummy.. check back my blog i`ll update ur boy`s shoe soon that i bought :p
her sweet memory was written @12:45 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Im so tired today.. waiting for morning to go granny house tomorrow.. Lack of sleep again.. Just now while i bf-ing cutie. A super big thunder suddenly striked.. Scared poor girl and she started crying..Poor girl.. After i pacify her then not long she dozed back to sleep..
Im still considering to buy the bumbo seat in pink or just buy 2nd hand $20 only since only sit a few mths.. hard consideration..Anyway hubby just sms-ed mi if he can buy maggi to eat. Naturally i said No, lol.. So much MSG and he so skinny liao.. if always no appetite then eat this kinda things.. soon im having a skeleton for husband. So fast.. 4Yrs+.. Still remember the times when i moved out at 14yo and self supported myself.. Then pak tor with hubby.. Those times are reminiscent..
And im excited to get my items from GAP..Still anxiously waiting for my cousin to bring back to malaysia.. heh.. O ya.. Congrats to Gina about 18weeks Preggy now.. Her assests are OH MY GAWD. lol.. I need to remember to ask lydia mummy if her fren come back from overseas yet regarding my gown. Still considering on my birthday or his.. hmm..
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