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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Although i have wished happy mother`s day before i would like to wish all Happy Mothers Day again, give yourself a pat on the back as taking care of a baby full time is not that easy ~~nor it is that hard.~~ And i would like to thank hubby for taking care of baby today in the morning when her colic starts as i have eaten my med and was filling full blast of the drowsiness.

Even bathing of Rislin as i was too "nua" and feeling very drowsy thus was done by him. Heh, full marks for him today!Because i was ~~nagging~~ telling him that he ~~better~~ should get something for me to appreciate me for pooting a beautiful baby girl out for him. So he goes like har nar har nar few days ago and i expect to be empty handed AGAIN. Since hes so wooden.

But to my suprise he bought me a yan wo and bao bei. Maybe cause i keep ~~nagging~~ saying that my mum keep eating my yan wo that mummy lydia bought for me after i delivered. And he say he will buy for me once he get his pay but he havent get. So im suprised that i`ll be receiving yan wo.

And im so fed up that my mum today grabbed rislin into her room played with baby then hand to me when she is frustrated and fussy and baby keep crying while im so drowsy and with her crying i cant sleep at all! and to top it off.. when i screamed at her tat im feelin drowy n she made baby fussy n frustrated, she told me that how do i become her mum if i cant handle this.And if im not as least passable for being a good mum i dont know who is. I take full responsibility of my own baby and you only grab her to play. When it comes to feeding her, changing diapers, coaxing her to sleep etc you run away.

like wow when baby is with me.. we are preparing to sleep as im so drowsy and you grabbed her go and only return when she cry.how does that got to do with im a good mum or not.And so drowsy barely able to keep conscious and feel so weak you do all the shits and you made me clean up and then criticize me. How good are you then.

So i sat at bed upright carrying her upright patting her with her crying and stop crying and stop, refusing milk or comfort sucking, she then finally fell asleep in my arms and i ko-ed with her in lala land.

But its not really happy mothers day to me as i kanna FENG MOCK! Keep breaking out in itchy scratches and swollen parts like mosquito bite but in bigger patches. And of all places to kanna, again i kanna my lips.. Swollen like Donald Duck..

Dont believe ar? This is the picture taken yesterday when it swollen.. I wonder isit the prawns i ate.. But anyway i will distance myself from sea food first.. Dont know if i can eat my bao bei anot..

Anyway dont laugh at me, you`ll kanna at least once in your lifetime when i googled more info about it.

Anyway Rislin N me would like to wish all mothers happy mothers day ~~again~~.. And yes my lips is still swollen.. Sad..

her sweet memory was written @ 10:33 AM