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Sunday, August 9, 2009

Yesterday wanted to go genting alone with Rislin but freaked out at the idea of staying alone at hotel, scare see things as im sensitive to that. In the end i decided to go to Johor to stay at a nanny`s house. But my plot was found out by my mum, who prompted me to make such abrupt decision.. In the end it was cancelled and i was so angry by her hurting words and giving my jerk of a ass dad whos joining the btch in indonesia this monday carry rislin. I stormed right out of the door. And she could not handle my girl and keep calling on the hp for me to come home.

I was never this impulse even as a mum but i guess her words really hurt me and she went overboard. I was blamed for everything and all the stress all the hurt builted up like a mountain slowly. And the best thing was, im a bad mum cause baby fuss and cry at night and im inconsiderate to let her cry for 10+ mins to trying to rock her back to sleep. im a bad mum cause i let her cry and disturb her sleep. Im also a bad mum cause she will carry her up to play and i have to settle her at night and im also a bad mum cause im with her 24/7 and being malign as someone who doesnt take care of her baby.

While calling did not work for me, she called up grandma and a aunt of 3 kids to come "rescue" her from this fussy baby.They cabbed down. And while they cabbed down, i was so pek chek and listen to her phone call. And she softened my heart by saying she dont want FM, want only my milk now keep on cry, thus less than 10+ mins of leaving home, i guai guai went back home but only to be fooled. Rislin drank 90ml of milk and fell asleep..

Not long, my aunt and granny arrived, pics of me and granny before going out..

Didnt buy much for her but find the ring a super bargain, 12rings for $5.90 if i never remember wrongly with 15% discount somemore. And a new bottle of powder,rice cereal, petpet pampers at $16.80 with discount tats y i buy and a teething biscuit.

Moving on.. Let Rislin slept till 3pm today cause yesterday she fussed a whole hell lot as usual.. woke her up in the end and brought her to granny house.. snapped a few pics in the taxi

Brought her to granny house to bath, and my mum say this tub is good as she dont need to support her sitting to bath haha, so im like then bring it home..Her dripping water down Rislin head and Rislin looking super annoyed.But Rislin didnt like this tub cause she cant kick water in it.

After bath, i fed her milk then got my granny to feed Rislin rice cereal. As a proud great granny, i want her to have as much bonding time as possible with Rislin, i love her -hugs granny-

I had to hold down one of her hand (not shown in pic) cause she keep disturbing granny feeding her and shes super greedy want the whole bowl instead of spoon lol And granny was too slow in feeding her, and got frightened when she fuss she want the food in her mouth NOW..

After eating, they played with her and she started fussing for a bit. And granny cant handle when she is full blast cry as her strength "wins" my grandma, the one in red is my mum rescuing rislin.

And a amazing achievement i guess, today.. she can sit up unsupported for a while~! And few days ago she cant.

Falling... London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down, London bridge is falling down.. My DARK lady.. muahahha

This pic look like trying to crawl hor?

A video of her playing with the Aunty

Another one for those who dont want to tilt the head but the first one better

her sweet memory was written @ 10:51 AM