<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d8277656372942540781\x26blogName\x3d2kids+n+1+mum\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://2kids1mum.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://2kids1mum.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-1031805175161295824', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

♥ Of My Life: Rislin,Baby #2, My Husband
That Family

(Husband Love)

Daisypath Anniversary Years PicDaisypath Anniversary Years Ticker

(Rislin Love)

Lilypie Third Birthday tickers
Lilypie Breastfeeding tickers

(Liris Love)

Lilypie First Birthday tickers
Lilypie Breastfeeding tickers

(Baby #3 Love)

Lilypie Pregnancy tickers





Your Footprints


ShoutMix chat widget

Note: do not misuse the chatbox, and no advertising..
Her Nostalgics

Rislin
How i found out i was pregnant
My Labour Story
First New Year + Birthday

Liris
How i found out i was pregnant
My Labour Story

#3 baby
How i found out i was pregnant

Thee Love
My Wedding Photos
My Maternity Photos

Useful Info
Necessaries for New Mums
Top 10 Must Have for New mums

Her Past

April 2008♥
July 2008♥
August 2008♥
September 2008♥
October 2008♥
November 2008♥
December 2008♥
January 2009♥
February 2009♥
April 2009♥
May 2009♥
June 2009♥
July 2009♥
August 2009♥
September 2009♥
November 2009♥
December 2009♥
January 2010♥
February 2010♥
March 2010♥
April 2010♥
May 2010♥
June 2010♥
July 2010♥
August 2010♥
September 2010♥
October 2010♥
November 2010♥
December 2010♥
January 2011♥
February 2011♥
March 2011♥
April 2011♥
May 2011♥
June 2011♥
Link Me Photobucket



Mummy`s Blog

♥Selene Mummy
♥Jansey Mummy
♥Rachel Mummy
♥CanCan Mummy
♥Jeanie Mummy
♥Pei Xian Mummy
♥Elaine Mummy
♥Yupei Mummy
♥Priscilla Mummy
♥Selicia Mummy
.
Her applause

Layout: Nicole
Codes: Damien and TCC
Images: Tang Guo Wu & Amelia
Materials: Lovelycore
Inspirations: Agnes & Fang Min
Hosts: Photobucket(?) & BlogSkins(?)






























































Sunday, January 31, 2010

Went for a scan at a GP just now because the wait was killing me. Baby was only 1.18mm and 5w6days still without heartbeat. And rislin`s heartbeat was detected at 5w6days.. worried still.. Due for Dr Ang appointment on friday. lets see how it goes..
her sweet memory was written @ 9:39 PM

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Well i guess this is bad news, at least to me.. Its one of the worst.Went to Dr Ang yesterday for scanning, but instead of seeing a 6weeks baby with a blinking heartbeat.. I saw none.. instead i was told that the baby is only 5weeks plus with no heartbeat. And ris was only 5weeks6days old with a blinking heartbeat. My heart broke immediately.

It was like my nightmare unfolding itself,i dreamt of the sac not developing well on wednesday. I wanted to go scan on wednesday but as friday hubby is off, i waited till friday for the scanning.

As Baby was too small with no heartbeat so Dr Ang arrived at the conclusion of:
1)Sac did not develop properly
2) Ovulated late
3) Implanted late

But the possibilty of ovulated late is almost 0 as i knew when i ovulated and i baby danced on the next day. Sigh... So its left with (1) or (3)... I hope #3 is a miracle baby who only implanted late.. This will be the worst 1 week wait .. either its a gone case or a miracle.. i`ll only find out on friday.

My feelings now:I cant afford to lose this baby again.. I lost one already. I cant afford to lose another.. Its suppose to me mine.. i hope for a miracle.. I beg for a miracle now.

Anyway i was given back my old booklet and its so nostalgic.. And there is a cute booklet given.. which i can put a few ultrasound pics in.

And florxine which is a few vitamins and folic acid inside. And an interesting fact known: You can take iron for people with thelassemia as for my case, it can cause death but its ok to take when pregnant.


Inside the booklet, one of the pages:

Baby #3


My old pregnancy booklet:


#3 ones:


And Bought these for #3 to lift my spirits up a bit including clothes for rislin


I also brought an anti stretchmark cream, the shaver was on offer at $15 only. thus i bought it at watson which i feel its a cheap find, but alas without offer was only $17.

her sweet memory was written @ 12:58 AM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Ok.. So last saturday i went to Nicole`s 1st birthday party.. heres the pretty birthday girl

And Rislin self entertaining herself



And a cute pic of them both holding hand while riding home in a lorry from selene`s friend :)



And for Yesterday, Sunday.. I went out with my dad to buy new year clothes. We spent close to 500bucks in a day.. First we went shin kushiya $99+ and both of us dont feel full at all! And find the portions super small.



Rislin eating the appetizer, a carrot..



Naughty her trying to get out and once suceeded in putting her feet on the table, GOSH!


And i got curious at the name of this dish, lemon tofu cake. so im like i wanna try.. and to my suprise it tastes REALLY NICE!



Oh and Ris the ALWAYS HUNGRY and GREEDY baby.. keep fussing/crying wanting the dish, so my dad being the MEAN ONE.. Gave her the lemon, i almost fainted.. But to my suprise she LOVES it.. and not like the carrot and cucumber take 2-3bites throw on the floor already.

Even though she has a sour expression but she kept eating!! lol


And we went shopping to buy our new year clothes. my dad bought 100+ from the M something shop.. forgot whats the name b tink its from france or paris.

And i spent 80+ or isit 90+ on this matching outfit to wear on Ris birthday :)


$90+ on two maternity pants.. hard to find so short ones so i bought 2.


And Ris eating the new type of "cereal" i bought for her. She dont quite like it.. but i gave her the plain version.. i hope she like the apple cinnamon one as i bought 2 pack!



Oh and did i mention Ris`s new toy?$1.50 light stick and she knows how to on and off it..

her sweet memory was written @ 8:42 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010

Getting more and more uncomfortable lately.. Been having nauseas on and off.. and fatigue to the extend when i walk from doby ghaut to bugis to suntec.. I had very bad giddy spells felt like blacking out any moment and a little cramps when going to mrt to go home.

But im very excited to see baby #2 in ultrascan. But its way too early now as i wont be able to see the heartbeat and will get myself worried for nothing. I shall wait till #2 is 6 weeks before i go for my scanning..

Meanwhile im kinda believing this baby is the baby that came back from my mc.. because i have been praying to him/her from my heart to come back to mummy and i`ve been taking my folic acid daily now.. once i wake up i feel so fatigue everyday..

And its like by around 9pm i must sleep else i will be over exhausted.. dont ask me why im still blogging at 12.39am because my rascal is not asleep yet.. thats why.

Yes i`ll be deleting qns that im not comfortable in answering when i feel it might lead to drama/sadness. Apologises for it because im afraid this pregnancy will land up like the last one. thanks
her sweet memory was written @ 8:35 AM

Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Pregnant with #3!

nj mmmmmhSo in case any of you have guessed from seeing my plurk. Yes im pregnant about 3mth+ after the miscarriage of #2.. I shall not be mentioning my angel from this post onwards as its still hurts when i talk about my angel.

How i found out i was pregnant? Well i guess i was very lucky. My ovulation strip of the test line is very close to the control line on 31dec BUT i was too tired on 1 Jan and forgot to test. When i tested on 2 Jan it was a very very faint almost invisible line. So i Baby Dance (bedroom fun hah!) on that day...

About few days before my menses is due i felt like i see something, i swear i see it, but none of my TTC(Trying To Conceive) Buddies see anything and unable to pick up a line and hubby couldnt see anything from my night test. I usually use FMU(First Morning Urnie) for test as it has the highest concentrate of HCG level.

If i never remember wrongly this is the test i posted, see anything? No right.. Look carefully.. its suppose to be a BFP (Big Fat Positive)


And the next day I tested with clearblue, actually i knew that this is IT! Because my areola became darker and my cervix is totally closed shut!I was just waiting for the test kit to show Positive to convince hubby.

On that day i also used the pink dye to dip in the same urnie sample too..


And the next day, I saw this!


And with a predictor test, cause can keep :)


And picture of Rislin going to become a Big sis!!

her sweet memory was written @ 11:56 PM


Yeah i cant believe it my baby girl is coming 11mths and i swear one day my nipple is going to fall out...look at how she drinks her milk

And as if her way of eating is not unglamourous/weird enough.. her sleeping position is the same, changing new pattern everyday


Anyway my girl is getting so big that its so hard to believe shes going 1 next month, she stands supported and walk supported and just LOVE to stand.. dont ask my why.. and she always give me heart attack outside by letting go of the bar/hand and stand alone for a while before collaposing back into the arms.

There there! This is what i meant


We went out and saw this AWESOME pinkish jumperoo which i wish i could get but this mama`s pocket is totally EMPTY, and will not be getting any expensive toys in the near furture as shes saving for #2..


Naughty her trying to see if she can figure out how to take out the belt.


Oh and i forgot to rave how much i like this dress on her and its only a $10 pasar malam dress lol

her sweet memory was written @ 5:44 PM


And lately blogger been a ass to me. always show me http error 500 fail to upload photos.. Anyway, i brought ris to shyan`s birthday party and ris had fun socialising wit the kids and had to warm up using a long long time..Yeah this pretty girl is the birthday girl :)

I shall let the pics do the talking



Group pic which failed because there are too many mummies and the camera man never even attempt to make funny noises to get the babies attention.


The pretty birthday girl, shyan

her sweet memory was written @ 4:24 PM


© Copyrighted By rislin.blogspot.com.2009.2010. No Un-Authorised use of photos that is shown here

Pregnant Quote Graphics from dolliecrave.com
Pregnant Quote Graphics from dolliecrave.com